Afraid.

You have to tell me what you are thinking.

Now i'm afraid.

Good.

I'm not afraid of you, I'm only afraid of losing you.


A fragment of light.


Don't know what to do anymore. I've lost the only love worth fighting for. I'll drown in my tear storming sea,that would show you, that would make you hurt like me. All the same, I don't want mud-slinging games, it's just a shame to let you walk away. Is there a chance, a fragment of light at the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight, is there a chance you may change your mind or are we ashes and wine?

Beautiful.

Life only comes around once make sure you spend it with the right person. Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot. Who calls you back when you hang up on him. Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends. Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, " That's her!!"

Hope.

It started out as a feeling, Which then grew into a hope, Which then turned into a quiet thought, Which then turned into a quiet word.And then that word grew louder and louder .'Til it was a battle cry, I'll come back when you call me, no need to say goodbye.

Skin.

Your skin. Oh yeah your skin and bones. Turn into something beautiful. And you know, you know I love you so.

your smile.

And if my lungs still let me breathe, would you be there for me? If I can make myself believe, I'll give you back what you took away. No, I won't let it go. Douse myself in gasoline. So don't save me when you come into the fire,I'd rather die than have to see your smile..

..

Solen går upp. Det blir sakta mörkt igen. Jag tar mig ur sängen i hopp om att finna lycka, men lägger mig igen när jag insett att det är för mig omöjligt..

..

Been three whole days since I've had sleep,Because I dream of his lips on your cheek,And I got the point that I should leave you alone, But we both know that I'm not that strong,And I miss the lips that made me fly

make you smile.

The last time I saw you, you turned away
-I couldn't see you with the sun shining in my eyes
I said "Hello" but you kept on walking
-I'm going deaf from the sound of the freeway

The next time I see you, you'll turn away
I'll say "Hello" but you'll keep on walking
-The next time you see me, I'll turn away
Do you remember where we used to sleep at night?
-I couldn't feel you, you're always so far away

Now its over.


But now it's over, it's over, why is it over? We had the chance to make it Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over I wish that I could take it back  But it's over I lose myself in all these fights I lose my sense of wrong and right I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head I just wanna crawl into my bed And throw away the life I led, But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die,You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart, don't tell me that we will never be together

.


I hate the phone...

but i wish you'd call


Gråta.

Jag känner bara för att gråta. Fan va jag inte orkar längre. Jag bryr mig inte om folk tycker jag klagar. Inget spelar någon roll längre. Inget kan få mig att le, tro det eller ej. Trots att jag på utsidan kan se ut som en glad och lycklig tjej, är det bara falskt. Nuförtiden är gråten i min hals dag och natt, aldrig att det går bort.

Orkar inte.

Jag orkar inte tänka, jag orkar inte se
jag orkar inte skratta, jag orkar inte le

Nu är allting som bortblåst och jag orkar inte mer.
En endaste liten vindpust och jag faller åter igen ner.

Fotstegen som jag tar är inte längre fyllda med lycka och förväntan
Istället är de tunga och vill endast sluta att fungera.

Desto mer jag tänker blir jag mer arg. Mer ledsen. Mer irriterad. Och mindre glad.

Obvious.

To state the obvious
I didn't get my perfect fantasy
I realize you love yourself more than you could ever love me
So go and tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy
That's fine I'll tell mine you're gay
And by the way

I hate that stupid old pick up truck you never let me drive
You're a redneck heartbreak
Who's really bad at lying
So watch me strike a match on all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned you're just another picture to burn.

Leva utan.

Han tittar på mig, jag ger ett falskt leende tillbaka så han inte ska se
Det jag vill och det jag behöver allt vi borde vara
Hon är säkert vacker, flickan som han pratar om,
och hon har allting som jag tvingats leva utan.
Han säger att han är så förälskad, och har äntligen träffat rätt
Jag undrar om han vet, att han är allt jag tänker på, dag och natt.


He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night


Carry.

Love me like a river. And throw me off my feet,you can carry me over. And make my heart believe


Regn.

Jag älskar regn. I regnet syns inte tårarna som forsar ner för man inte har hittat någon att kyssa, i regnet.


Faking a smile.


It's a hard thing, faking a smile when I feel like I'm falling apart inside.

Prefer.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me,
So won't you kill me, so I die happy?
My heart is yours, to fill or burst,
To break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

For you.

in an effort to get people to look
into each other's eyes more,
the government has decided to allow
each person exactly one hundred
and sixty-seven words, per day.


when the phone rings, i put it
to my ear without saying hello.
in the restaurant i point
at chicken noodle soup. i am
adjusting well to the new way.


late at night, i call my long-
distance lover and proudly say:
i only used fifty-nine today.
i saved the rest for you.


when she doesn't respond, i know
she's used up all her words,
so i slowly whisper i love you,
thirty-two and a third times.
after that, we just sit on the line
and listen to each other breathe.


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